Emotionally week ?? Find out why..

1. You need strength from your loved one, but you don't get it. You find yourself alone.
          You should expect less and do more. If you love 'em, you shouldn't expect a  lot. And if you do but you don't get it, don't complain. Just have faith that no matter what, you are not alone. Love yourself and live your life.


2. You are not mentally strong.
          Not your mistake. Don't worry. Just be calm, relax a li'l. Take a deep breath and think about the positive aspect of it which might make you happy. Staying happy is the goal, thinking positive is the mantra. 


3. You are not aware of the real-bad-world.
          I understand. It's not necessary that an early age, your exposure to the world is enough for its introduction. Be strong and face the world. I know they'll torment you to the core, but don't lose hope. Fight. Show 'em that you're no less. You are the best.


4. You've lost hope.
          Losing hope is the biggest mistake you'd make then. No matter how miserable you are or, you are alone or the whole world is against you, you need to have the hope and keep saying one simple thing, "God is with me, he will make it right for me". And trust me, everything will be right. 


Yes you got it right. now you know it. Gather yourself, hold yourself tight and give yourself a chance. 
Keep smiling. :)

Experiencing Stupid-hood

Here I am... Back from the mall!
Actually I had a power cut at my place so I went to this nearest mall! This is a really stupid mall... really small one and has the worst crowd anyone can ever see! Except when I am there! lol!

This is one place I can go anytime of day and i don't have to ask anyone!!! And the best part is that i really don't have to think hard about my dress there!!! Never mind!!

Its not that I was there for the first time like this!!! But for some stupid reason things today were strange! Or I must say that people today I met were strange! As soon as i entered there was this guy who just started talking to me without any introduction... He was the MAD GUY!!!

Mad guy: Oh man!!! we are so damn late for the show!!! come lets hurry up!!

Me (embarrassed): Excuse me... I guess you are mistaken!

Mad guy: Oh its OK! I'm not gonna kill you for being late or something!!!

He held my hand and started to pull me!

Me (shocked, annoyed and really really mad at him): Excuse me.... don't you get it... m not the one you are looking for! Please go away and try find out some one else!!!

Well yeah... It kinda called up the crowed when i finally yelled! but he was so much ashamed that he took away the crowd and all the eyes away from me!
And then i finally headed to McDonald's. I asked for my corner... yeah an attendant there is my friend who always gets me my seat!!!

Anyways... I sat there with my novel open and my coke in one hand! On the whole I started enjoying again that my attendant friend told me that now she is going to leave this branch and she was getting a much much better McD... I was then in my mixed thoughts... As a friend I was happy for her... But on the second thought i realised that when she's gone... who'll keep my seat for me??? :O
I was sad again!!! And that was on my face because she got to know about it...

Never mind!! Its her life... not mine... I'll definitely find a way out!
I continued sipping... And then I signed off!

End of the school days!!

Its almost a month left for my final examination and i'll be out of the school!
My heart is in a delima of emotions... Not just mine but everyone has a confused emotion of joy of getting out of the school and sorrow of the same... Its ironic to be sad and happy for one same reason and that too at the same moment...
Remembering the old days we spent together is obvious as the end of the session is coming closer! That day I was sitting in the classroom's corner most chair... thinking about the past... the blast we had! I've been here for 15 years and have experienced life to its peak... I made friends, I made enemies... I scored my best and the worst in front of the same people!
But its kind of wierd that when you call a girl or a guy your bestfriend but that person goes to the other person because of high standards... and high standard to them was money and the car they drive. Wierd!!!
It was fun going for a sports period and not coming back even for the math class. Together the seniors and the juniors who bunked the class sat near the corridors on the stairs and a friend who kept saying, "Oh man the proffessor is here." and all of us running away from each other and meeting at someother place! Those were nice days...
The lunch breaks were awesome... walking down the corridors with the friends and making fun of young couples who seemed to be the world's worst matches... hahaha! The best part was the Diwali celebrations... Our group of seniors and the juniours making plans to burst crackers in the washroom... the people who blasted the crackers in the washrooms were our friends and we gave duty for checking the crackers... it was fun... we planned the game and pretended to prevent it!
Then attending the math class once or twice a week and making the teacher scream on us for not completing the assighnments... With new sessions we expected new and hot admissions but nothing happened. Friends remained the same. And the last one year in my school especially for my batch was an eye opener. The people who called us friends were actually the backstabbers... And the ones we assumed to be really bad proved to be the only support when we needed them the most! Life was strange at our school... millions of ups and downs, infinite tortures, countless controversies and endless rumours... but now we are leaving.... we all are together.... still not all of us but most of us.. not hand in hand but somewhere in our minds we realise our mistakes and try to mend them.... but now we don't have much time for that!
Well I have a nice friend who says life is really short... live every moment of it as much as possible!
Its true... late realisation is not going to help us anyways... all of us will be going to different directions and I hope everything turns out to be well so that all of us have a peacefull farewell from our school!
At this point of time I hate my school and my batchmates but I know I'm going to miss my school a lot!
Bye Bye B.P.S....
:)

Puppy Love

My love for dogs has many stories!!! As I never had a dog as a pet so every dog is special to me!!! About a year ago, we had a stray dog in our colony named “Sheru”... He was someone’s pet and the person left him here because he was shifting!!! How irresponsible!!! I used to give him milk and a bit of dog food every time I saw him near my house!!! He was sweet!!! We were friends!!! One day I had a fight with someone on road and Sheru bit the guy!! Also there was a dog that was running behind me and Sheru saved me from that dog too!!! The other day after my exams when I went there... I could not see him!!! Because he came under some ruthless person’s care!!! And died!!!
About six months ago I found 7 puppies rolling down the road all alone without their mom!!! I went there with my father to drop my friend to her place and when I saw the puppies, I said, “Dad I want a puppy like that, I would name him Troy”.... I love my dad for what he did!! He got that puppy to our house!! I named him troy!!! We kept him for two days!! I loved him!! His eyes were so beautiful and innocent!!! Because he was new to our house so whenever he used to wake up he cried!!! I woke up in the middle of the night and made him quiet!! My sister said I took his care as a mom!! LOL! But I don’t have him now because everyone was busy and could not find a way out of how could we take care of him because when everyone would have gone to work, Troy had to stay all alone at home!! So we had to leave him back because for a pup it’s not easy to manage alone!!! And the other day when I went back he wasn’t there!! The guard on duty told me that a stupid Dog Catcher Van took away all the puppies!!
Now, I have a stray dog around my home!!! It was a cute used to be pet Labrador which is my favourite breed. I named him Brownie!! Around a month ago I watched a few dog movies viz. Cats & Dogs, B.H. Chihuahua and my favourite Marley and me! So I changed his name from Brownie to Marley! People in my colony are scared of him but I find him cute!! That’s the cleanest of all stray dogs!! I think someone grooms him every week!! He doesn’t even stink!!! My parents also love him!!! But the movie scares me!!! He is old too!!! I don’t want to make a hat trick of losing pets!!!
I feel like having a pet dog!!! Every time I watch the movie I cry!! And my parents laugh!!! That day I watched that movie with friends, I cried and everyone laughed at me!!! Dogs can be the best friends you can ever have!! We should always have feeling for dogs too as we have for the people!!! We see poor people who cannot take care of themselves because they can’t afford stuff and we shoe sympathy!! What about dogs??? They don’t even know what money is...

My Sweet Guitar classes are coming to an end!!

I never start a blog with a topic for some reason!! After a line or two, I find my topic!! But I guess now I have a topic... My Guitar Show at Swaranjali!!! Yes I learn guitar from a renowned institute of East Delhi “Swaranjali”... Though it is a typical classical kala kedra... but guitar and synthesizers are exceptions!!! My first day here was really awesome!!! I was ragged!! I experienced ragging before my college!! But it was a nice experience though!! They asked me to sing!! And I knew that I was a terrible singer!! But I had to sing so I did!!! And my teacher named Vishal told me that I am not that bad at singing!!!
It has been 4 months now that I’m learning the guitar... but my voice quality is still the same!!! But I can say that I’ve achieved in this field!!! 9 out of 10 people praise me for my voice quality and the way I play my guitar!!! But that one person called my voice flat!!! I was in the pound of embarrassment!!! Though the people present there consoled me that I’m not that bad but I still was embarrassed!! Obviously... if someone tells you this kind of a thing a week before your show... you’ll be scared... at least I was!!! But my friends and my teacher are so sweet and supportive!!! They helped me forget this comment and now I’m able to sing!!! Be it bad or good... I still sing!!! Why shouldn’t I? After all I went there to learn guitar and not the classical singing!! And when ‘I’ am happy playing the guitar, I have no problem whatever people say!!!
And now because my exams are approaching, I’ll be leaving the institute till my boards!!! But I’m going to miss all my friends I made here!! Though not so close but they were really fun to be with!!! My teacher was less a teacher and more of a friend because he talks just like we all do there!! He is not like other teachers and is not strict at all!! He is really sweet because even he told me that I sing nice!!! I really will miss ‘em all!! I don’t know whether I’ll join back or not but yes.... I’ll always keep ’em in mind and on face book of course!!
Though the principle insulted me but Swaranjali has given me my friends forever and also a few best friends forever!!!