Emotionally week ?? Find out why..

1. You need strength from your loved one, but you don't get it. You find yourself alone.
          You should expect less and do more. If you love 'em, you shouldn't expect a  lot. And if you do but you don't get it, don't complain. Just have faith that no matter what, you are not alone. Love yourself and live your life.


2. You are not mentally strong.
          Not your mistake. Don't worry. Just be calm, relax a li'l. Take a deep breath and think about the positive aspect of it which might make you happy. Staying happy is the goal, thinking positive is the mantra. 


3. You are not aware of the real-bad-world.
          I understand. It's not necessary that an early age, your exposure to the world is enough for its introduction. Be strong and face the world. I know they'll torment you to the core, but don't lose hope. Fight. Show 'em that you're no less. You are the best.


4. You've lost hope.
          Losing hope is the biggest mistake you'd make then. No matter how miserable you are or, you are alone or the whole world is against you, you need to have the hope and keep saying one simple thing, "God is with me, he will make it right for me". And trust me, everything will be right. 


Yes you got it right. now you know it. Gather yourself, hold yourself tight and give yourself a chance. 
Keep smiling. :)

Lazy Morning

Good morning readers

I am so lazy today but got so much of work. Why the college people have exams half the time of the year. This sucks big time. I have to study, cook, go out, laundry, dress my hair. MOST IMP - I've to go to the parlor.


But I'm so damn lazy and the maid is so damn noisy. Somebody tell her to shut up. Ah talking about cooking. Its been a while I've started cooking. Its not fun until and unless the food is good. And trust me, I'm not that bad. I guess I got that from my mom. She's the world's best cook. well for every kid, her mom and dad are the best with super powers. But trust me, my mom, even without super powers, is the world's best cook. Lately, she's been out of town so m cooking for myself. And I'm happy that my food is k-i-n-d-a satisfying. 


But I don't feel like getting out of the bed. So damn lazy I can be sometimes. Varun is right, I've crossed all heights of laziness.

Let the li'l bird fly.

Don't always make her think and cry.

Her tears aren't yet dry.

What I can do is just wry.

Come on, give it a try, let the li'l bird fly.

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It’s the story of my last exam when my dad was driving me till my bus stop. Like always, Dannie was on the back seat enjoying the freezing air and I was looking at him from the mirror. But there was a moment when I started thinking about my exam and missed Dannie and that was a time when my dad shouted, “Dannie jumped off the car.” I was like, “What? No...” And I saw. Yeah, he pushed the window glass down and jumped out of the window. LOL.


Dad stopped the car on the side of the road. I got down and ran backwards on a road, full of traffic, shouting out loud his name. Asked other people out there if they saw a white dog with red coat that jumped off the car. None of ‘em saw him jumping.

I reached the end of the road looking for him. And my sweet li’l scared pup was sitting under the bus stop shed. He was so scared and petrified; his tail was between his legs. I showed a sigh of relief that I found Dannie. I called up his name and my sweet li’l pup came to me running so fast and jumped at me. He was too relieved that he found me. I made him sit, held his color, petted him, kissed him and scolded a bit. People around there were laughing at me. But I kept a smile that my dog is with me, one piece.

I recalled the movie Marley & Me, when Marley walks down the car and the car moves on a really low speed on a highway road. Yes my dog is exactly like Marley… World’s worst dog yet an adorable one.

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It’s been a year I got a dog at my place. My parents were never in favour of it, but that’s the only thing that makes me and my brother unite. So I guess that’s the only reason why they let him in. Labrador was my choice and the shop was his… We got cranky to think his name. LOL. I still remember that when I named him Kevin, my brother frowned and told me to look the name in the internet. I did as he directed but kept the name according to our choice. That made me and my brother unite again. Just 2 months and my dog was well versed that his name was, DANNIE.


When he was young, he was adorable. Everyone here loved him. But things are not going that great at his end. But not his mistake you know. We didn’t train him that well. I regret the fact that he wasn’t sent to the obedience school just ‘cz of the fact that the previous dogs in our family were trained by my dad. And when we try to train Dannie, he is the worst learner the world could ever have. Though Labs are supposed to be the best learners but Dannie is an exception.

Like he isn’t allowed to get on bed and sleep with us, but yeah he does and if he doesn’t he would cry. Yeah man my Dannie boy cries. He has this Pug trait that he is a very stubborn dog. He gets on the bed with his hairy fur. But what do we do. He just completely ignores the order, like any untrained stray. So as a punishment he stays in leash night. Like right now he is sleeping with the leash on. Moreover, whenever I have guests at home, he jumps over ‘em, which is obviously not allowed, so then too he stays in leash.

My sweet li’l Dannie boy has to stay in leash 24X7. I swear I hate it and I want to fight for it ‘cz the way he hugs me and tells me to free him is something that is so very special that I can’t stop myself from setting him free. He gets up on his back limbs and puts his nose under my elbow. And that is the moment when I want him to be free just the way every other fauna is. Though I’ll make sure that he is trained, but keeping him in leash all the time will make him even more ferocious.

I’m not saying to keep your dog unattended, but always make him feel the freedom.

Hug-A-Hugger

Hey there my li’l world. I’m not yet dead so you have to struggle tolerating me more. So now I guess I can start giving excuses to neglect my spot. But I guess I might write that in another blog because that is a long list! Let’s delay it.


Well it’s been 3 and a half months that I graduated from school. And now I finally got an admission In B.Tech. IT first year. Sounds heavy but trust me… it’s not. But whatever it is, I’m glad that this one big cloud of tensions and continuous arguments I had with my parents about my admission is over.

But it’s been one month that I’ve been roaming around the city and enjoying myself with friends. But missing my best friend, my sister. But the blog is not about it! The blog is about me. A hugger who is never hugged. That is so damn annoying when I meet someone with open arms and that someone just gives a hand. Huh!

Yes. It was when I met one of my very good friends after, ummm… 5 months. I went to her with open arms almost running and she stood still with one of her hands towards me to greet me. Goshh… it was a mixed feeling. I was embarrassed and felt like a jerk for a moment and shook my hand.

Same was when I met two very nice of my girl friends after my school graduation. I went to hug them n they just hi fived. Aagggghhhhhrrr….. It feels really bad. Never mind! That’s what I feel. No one has to feel the way I do. No issues.

But I would want to end this with statements that even if you are not a hugger, please hug the one who is a hugger. The one who craves for a hug feels really bad about it.

End of the school days!!

Its almost a month left for my final examination and i'll be out of the school!
My heart is in a delima of emotions... Not just mine but everyone has a confused emotion of joy of getting out of the school and sorrow of the same... Its ironic to be sad and happy for one same reason and that too at the same moment...
Remembering the old days we spent together is obvious as the end of the session is coming closer! That day I was sitting in the classroom's corner most chair... thinking about the past... the blast we had! I've been here for 15 years and have experienced life to its peak... I made friends, I made enemies... I scored my best and the worst in front of the same people!
But its kind of wierd that when you call a girl or a guy your bestfriend but that person goes to the other person because of high standards... and high standard to them was money and the car they drive. Wierd!!!
It was fun going for a sports period and not coming back even for the math class. Together the seniors and the juniors who bunked the class sat near the corridors on the stairs and a friend who kept saying, "Oh man the proffessor is here." and all of us running away from each other and meeting at someother place! Those were nice days...
The lunch breaks were awesome... walking down the corridors with the friends and making fun of young couples who seemed to be the world's worst matches... hahaha! The best part was the Diwali celebrations... Our group of seniors and the juniours making plans to burst crackers in the washroom... the people who blasted the crackers in the washrooms were our friends and we gave duty for checking the crackers... it was fun... we planned the game and pretended to prevent it!
Then attending the math class once or twice a week and making the teacher scream on us for not completing the assighnments... With new sessions we expected new and hot admissions but nothing happened. Friends remained the same. And the last one year in my school especially for my batch was an eye opener. The people who called us friends were actually the backstabbers... And the ones we assumed to be really bad proved to be the only support when we needed them the most! Life was strange at our school... millions of ups and downs, infinite tortures, countless controversies and endless rumours... but now we are leaving.... we all are together.... still not all of us but most of us.. not hand in hand but somewhere in our minds we realise our mistakes and try to mend them.... but now we don't have much time for that!
Well I have a nice friend who says life is really short... live every moment of it as much as possible!
Its true... late realisation is not going to help us anyways... all of us will be going to different directions and I hope everything turns out to be well so that all of us have a peacefull farewell from our school!
At this point of time I hate my school and my batchmates but I know I'm going to miss my school a lot!
Bye Bye B.P.S....
:)

Puppy Love

My love for dogs has many stories!!! As I never had a dog as a pet so every dog is special to me!!! About a year ago, we had a stray dog in our colony named “Sheru”... He was someone’s pet and the person left him here because he was shifting!!! How irresponsible!!! I used to give him milk and a bit of dog food every time I saw him near my house!!! He was sweet!!! We were friends!!! One day I had a fight with someone on road and Sheru bit the guy!! Also there was a dog that was running behind me and Sheru saved me from that dog too!!! The other day after my exams when I went there... I could not see him!!! Because he came under some ruthless person’s care!!! And died!!!
About six months ago I found 7 puppies rolling down the road all alone without their mom!!! I went there with my father to drop my friend to her place and when I saw the puppies, I said, “Dad I want a puppy like that, I would name him Troy”.... I love my dad for what he did!! He got that puppy to our house!! I named him troy!!! We kept him for two days!! I loved him!! His eyes were so beautiful and innocent!!! Because he was new to our house so whenever he used to wake up he cried!!! I woke up in the middle of the night and made him quiet!! My sister said I took his care as a mom!! LOL! But I don’t have him now because everyone was busy and could not find a way out of how could we take care of him because when everyone would have gone to work, Troy had to stay all alone at home!! So we had to leave him back because for a pup it’s not easy to manage alone!!! And the other day when I went back he wasn’t there!! The guard on duty told me that a stupid Dog Catcher Van took away all the puppies!!
Now, I have a stray dog around my home!!! It was a cute used to be pet Labrador which is my favourite breed. I named him Brownie!! Around a month ago I watched a few dog movies viz. Cats & Dogs, B.H. Chihuahua and my favourite Marley and me! So I changed his name from Brownie to Marley! People in my colony are scared of him but I find him cute!! That’s the cleanest of all stray dogs!! I think someone grooms him every week!! He doesn’t even stink!!! My parents also love him!!! But the movie scares me!!! He is old too!!! I don’t want to make a hat trick of losing pets!!!
I feel like having a pet dog!!! Every time I watch the movie I cry!! And my parents laugh!!! That day I watched that movie with friends, I cried and everyone laughed at me!!! Dogs can be the best friends you can ever have!! We should always have feeling for dogs too as we have for the people!!! We see poor people who cannot take care of themselves because they can’t afford stuff and we shoe sympathy!! What about dogs??? They don’t even know what money is...