My Sweet Guitar classes are coming to an end!!

I never start a blog with a topic for some reason!! After a line or two, I find my topic!! But I guess now I have a topic... My Guitar Show at Swaranjali!!! Yes I learn guitar from a renowned institute of East Delhi “Swaranjali”... Though it is a typical classical kala kedra... but guitar and synthesizers are exceptions!!! My first day here was really awesome!!! I was ragged!! I experienced ragging before my college!! But it was a nice experience though!! They asked me to sing!! And I knew that I was a terrible singer!! But I had to sing so I did!!! And my teacher named Vishal told me that I am not that bad at singing!!!
It has been 4 months now that I’m learning the guitar... but my voice quality is still the same!!! But I can say that I’ve achieved in this field!!! 9 out of 10 people praise me for my voice quality and the way I play my guitar!!! But that one person called my voice flat!!! I was in the pound of embarrassment!!! Though the people present there consoled me that I’m not that bad but I still was embarrassed!! Obviously... if someone tells you this kind of a thing a week before your show... you’ll be scared... at least I was!!! But my friends and my teacher are so sweet and supportive!!! They helped me forget this comment and now I’m able to sing!!! Be it bad or good... I still sing!!! Why shouldn’t I? After all I went there to learn guitar and not the classical singing!! And when ‘I’ am happy playing the guitar, I have no problem whatever people say!!!
And now because my exams are approaching, I’ll be leaving the institute till my boards!!! But I’m going to miss all my friends I made here!! Though not so close but they were really fun to be with!!! My teacher was less a teacher and more of a friend because he talks just like we all do there!! He is not like other teachers and is not strict at all!! He is really sweet because even he told me that I sing nice!!! I really will miss ‘em all!! I don’t know whether I’ll join back or not but yes.... I’ll always keep ’em in mind and on face book of course!!
Though the principle insulted me but Swaranjali has given me my friends forever and also a few best friends forever!!!

No topic!!

Its been so long since I've written a blog!! I tried to think what should be my next blog about!! But I don't have a topic today!! As my board examinations are approaching, my sense of imagination hides behind the concepts of physics, principles of derivatives and a lot more study material. Not just this but my mind is occupied by the tension to beat the result!! Though I'm an above average student I'm still finding ways to be the best!! And for I'm so busy these days, I have not been to any mall or any new exciting place I can write about!! But yes my sister is haveing fun and I'm happy for her!! I can read her blogs and perhaps find a new topic!! Till then, let's have a break!!

I hate Teenage!!

Being a girl I should love my teenage period... But no, I hate it.. When I was kid I was innocent
and liked staying at home.. But now I have trouble staying at home.. I feel like going out for a movie, shopping or just a lunch with any nice friend or even my sissy!! I am about to turn 18 and still I have so many boundations in every context.. I can't wear what I want to, I can't go out alone, I can't watch a movie with my friends.. I feel so stuck.. Two of my nicest friends, whom I want to keep for my whole life, keep on asking me for a trip to their homes, for a stay over or a movie.. But I always refuse because I'm not allowed... Goshh!!! I feel like running away and pullind my hair!! I'm so frustrated!! There are some things for which I'm said that I'm old enough and some for which I'm too young to even think of it.. I am in a dilemma that after all what should I like and what not.. About apparels, I feel like wearing shorts, dresses and tankies but I'm not allowed.. About hanging out, I feel like going to a nice mall, watching movies, going to historic places or may be a stay over at a friend's place... but I'm not allowed.. Even about chocolates, I'm always said that kids eat chocolate and I'm not a kid anymore... What am I? Who am I? Not that I don't have an Identity but individuality... I'm pretty confident that my parents think nice about me... They don't have ant grudges with me.. But their refusal hurts me a lot.. For some or the other reason, they find excuses for me to stay at home... Now I've found what I have to do in my leisure time... MY GUITAR AND NOVELS... I guess they are the only friends in need and in deed!! But I'll keep waiting for that day when I'll have my car and would go out anywhere I want to, not by asking but telling...